Sad T___T

Yesterday was the last day of holidays.
My breakfast was at 11:30am ++
My lunch was at 5pm++ (i think almost can be dinner)

After i had eaten my “lunch”,
i feel very tired, so i go nap for awhile.

then my mom come my room.
i think tat time was 7pm+
but i didnt care.
i sleep again until 8:30pm++
my mom come my room again and say me
-no bath then go sleep (coz too tired-.-)
-cant early slp and midnight wake up do h/w

then i say nvm de la..
and my dad come upstair and somekind like helping me(= =???)
then my mom and dad argue ady.
all is my fault?????!!!!!!!!

i hate my mom's word..
she said
-because got dad support me.

WHEN did i thought of tat!!!!


then my parents keep argue..
i was thinking to take a knife..
and put at my wrist and wanna ask them to stop...


all is mom keep saying (or scold)
then at last,
she say to me，
“你现在开心了吗?开心看到这样吗..??”
(english: u now happy ady? happy saw this situation?）

WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!


that time i damn angry~!!!
then i shout/scream to my mom
“你以为我喜欢看到酱啊！！！”
(english: u think i like to see this situation ah！！！)
i 1st time cry till very .....very very sad....


can i suicide 1 time..? and reborn to a better family.
i dun care if i reborn into a poor family..
the importance is
having a peaceful, happy, wonderful and a loving family......